5.15.2006

Since coming back from texas I have been very very busy. Writing two papers, working a ton of hours at work, and of course talking with Tim. Sometimes I am greatful for the distance between Tim and I. We are able to talk and get to know each other. Explore each other through interaction and sharing of our hopes and dreams. Not having to worry about the pressures of being in the same room or in the same town. We do not have to worry about always having to see each other. We make special plans to meet up and hang out. It is hard trying to explain it. But the distance between us is deeping our friendship and our dating relationship. The roots are going down deeper and deeper. Sometimes, he says that I know him better than he knows himself. The other day I was able to share with him what I thought his dream was without him even telling me what it was. I guessed what it was. I think God put it into my brain. I think he and I have the same dream to a certain extent. My dream is to make his dreams come true.

I cant believe school is almost over. One more final and then it is home free. Well not exactly home free. I still have three weeks of intense research to complete this summer. Then it is only one more year left before finishing up on my masters. Can you believe that. I know I can't. It will be here before I know it. I finally figured out what I want to do with my life. I finally figured out what the desires that I had in my heart. I was able to understand myself. I am definately a new person at this point in time. I am so excited about that. :)